My guardian angel works too hard. I don't even know why he's even keeping up with my heart. I guess he knows how to fix me if I fall completely apart. Or maybe he at least knows where to start. He sees I'm lost, terrified as though I'm in a sea of sharks. I'm just glad he might shine the light so that I won't stray too far.
I feel as though I lost my way.
its time to stop making stupid mistakes.
and work to stop this fray
and just make everyday
a better day.
And I promise
these words are being put into play.
And I wont be a hypocrite cause I know I have been and its time for that fact to cease to exist. What's on my list? There's a lot that has got to change or be rewritten. Being the way I am just doesn't fit. I'm not sure exactly how to change to stay true to this but this is a promise and I promise I'll keep it.
I feel as though I lost my way.
its time to stop making stupid mistakes.
and work to stop this fray
and just make everyday
a better day.
And I promise
these words are being put into play.
I've become exactly what I said I'd never would. It's not that I'm misunderstood. I haven't done all I could and I know there's thousands of things that should be reanalyzed because I'm not one to live like I'm no good. I am good, I'm just a little scared and frightened and feel like the world is nothing but woods. I'm lost and can't find my way, but I promise I'll strive for a better day.
