Perfect Decay

What feels like a lifetime ago
I met the most beautiful girl
So very little did I know
Should would become a part of my world

Oh, she asked me out one morning
A very unique date indeed
It was very clear, in no way stormy
It was the perfect date to me

It was the perfect weather
It was the perfect girl
It couldn't have been much better
It was my perfect world

We finally arrived to the place
It was all smiles on our face

It seems like a lifetime ago
So many things have changed
And yet I don't even know
How much has stayed the same

On time and hand in hand
We sat down to watch the show
I suffered amnesia due to dreamland
The spotlight you completely stole

Our first kiss on our first date
It was like a scene from a movie
I wasn't tired and it was very late
I could only think about you and me

It was the end of the day
A reason to wake you became

The next couple of months
Everything was going good
Then we hit a couple bumps
Things were not as they should

I thought they would get better
In someways they truly did
I told all my friends I met her
All of a sudden it's coming to an end

Becoming delirious and confused
My world came tumbling down
I felt as though I was being used
I could not understand quite how

All of that time became a waste
Was my first love perhaps a mistake?

How could I know what to believe
A thousand stories I quickly was told
Everything was overwhelming to me
I just sat back and watched it unfold.

It was still amazing so I can't complain
It was my first love, which perfectly decayed

Say No To Love

I've had my heart broken before
It's been tortured to extremes
It's not something I can ignore
I hope you know what I mean

I don't want to fall in love but I can't stop it
I don't want to give you my heart, you can't have it
At least not yet, I'm still healing from open wounds
If it would break again, I'd have to bury it in a tomb
So I don't want to fall in love.

A girl that came before you
I thought that I was in love
But my life you came into
Like an angel from above.

I wish you could understand
The complication I'm in


I don't want to fall in love but I can't stop it
I don't want to give you my heart, you can't have it
At least not yet, I'm still healing from open wounds
If it would break again, I'd have to bury it in a tomb
So I don't want to fall in love.

The times we spend, each and every day
They are memories that will never fade away

I can't help but to fall in love, I can't stop it.
I have to give you my heart, please take it
Handle with care, it's healing from open wounds
It was not my choice, so please don't send it to its tomb
I didn't want to fall in love.

We're Crazy

You know we're crazy... Right?
Good.

We sneaked around all the time
Tried to live a white lie
But it was all for nothing
We had the time of our life
We thought we'd husband and wife
Now I realize that we should've been bluffing
And yet we kept trying to revive
What we thought couldn't die
Each other we weren't even loving

So

We finalized realized
We were living a lie
But we didn't want to cut our ties
In this disguise
We quickly realized
“just friends” is just a stage so we can deny.

We keep trying to hold on
But our love has been long gone
The foundation is crumbled stones
This love doesn't belong
Can't we admit to the wrong
This simple truth has been forever known

The rings are returned
For neither have earned
The rightful place we thought we should have
The remnants are burned
Let's take a right turn
Never go back, Not even laugh

So

We finally realized
We were living a lie
We cut our ties
And got on, with our on, life.

So finally
We are happy
It took too long to realize
That love is a choice
I can still hear that voice
It's what God showed me that night.

Hopeless Romantic

Everyday a pretty face
Everyone a potential date
Every time it's always too late
I think I need to elaborate
I'm just a hopeless romantic

I want to take her out
Show her what I'm about
In my mind, there's no doubt
I just don't know how
I'm just a hopeless romantic

She's the girl I like to see
I love it when she's with me
I keep thinking what it could be
But it's still a mystery
I'm just a hopeless romantic

If she ever can figure me out
I'm done for, it's all through
I'd climb on a mountain, scream and shout
If that's what she wanted me to do


She's a girl in my class
I don't know how to ask
This can go really bad
I don't want to look like a wrasse
I'm just a hopeless romantic

Her eyes are forever kind
I like when they look into mine
That's a way I'd like to spend my time
I love the way they sparkle and shine
I'm just a hopeless romantic

Her voice is so beautiful
Reminding of an angel
It is so happy, so gleeful
It makes me tranquil
I'm just a hopeless romantic

If she knew how I feel
It could open up another realm
But I won't try, oh not until
I know she won't tear me down

She's the one I'll dream of
She is in fact more than enough
This is the girl I want to love
She's an angel from up above
I'm just a hopeless romantic

So let me tell you what went wrong
Because now I'm sure she's long gone
I guess I came on way too strong
I mean she was inspiration for some songs
I'm just a hopeless romantic

I'm not done I won't give in
Someone's love I want to win
I don't know how, why, or where it begins
But I don't want to be around if it's to end
I'm just a hopeless romantic

Emotions

Emotions can only be described as everything
Sad, angry, depressed, ecstatic, bold, happy

Those are just a few of the emotions we feel
They help to protect us in a wondrous veil
When they're not making us want to go still
So be happy you can at least still feel ill.
Agony and pain may mean you can shrill.

When he is angry he is pretty ticked
Just wants to give someone a nice little lick
Not too many just a couple of good hits
The person deserves it for being a witch
Afterwards, his emotions will switch

Fear trickles in because he's done bad
He beat someone with everything he had
But hey, at least he is no longer mad
But he must now watch it or he'll be sad
It was his first time, he's sure it's the last

Then he sees how well one is doing
Jealousy kicks in, he's renewing
I mean, hey, there is no undoing.
He wants to be happy, no more fuming
He takes their stuff leaving his presence looming

Then he feels bad, I think you call this one guilt
He destroyed any good in life he thought he's built
He prepares to work the rest of his life in the fields
Sweating and betting he won't be able to live in his filth
Then he discovers Jesus and the alter on the hill

He gives his life to Jesus and he learns to forgive
This new found life has made him want to live
He does whatever he can, gives everything he can give
He wants to be happy again so he calls dibs
He is again happy, more happy than he can admit